I hate making posts like these, because I can never do my own emotions justice, but I will try. Steph left to go back home a few hours ago, and this week..has just been one of the best weeks of my life. It was so fucking perfect. It didn’t feel like her visiting, it was like a glimpse into what life will be like together, if that makes sense.
Her leaving was bitter sweet, obviously sad because she was leaving, and I’m going to miss her so damn much, but good because I know this will work, I have faith in us and our relationship. Before she came here, I already could feel that I know I need to be with her, and her being here just solidified that feeling.
When I first seen her, I was so damn nervous, honestly it was only awkward for like 2 mins, after that, it was as if we have been physically with each other this entire time we have been dating. I was %100 comfortable and myself around her, always. And that’s rare for me.
After a few days I thought of how much it’s going to suck when she leaves but I didn’t want to bring it up, because I wanted us to have a good time and not think about that. But Sunday night, I broke down and cried. Throughout the day and last night whenever one of us would start to tear up we would stop each other and say “No tears, just smiles”
I’m gonna fucking miss her so much, gonna miss her laugh, the way she says “Cold”, her eyes, her tiny lips, her touch, her giggle, her sassy-ness hahah, her pinky promises, just everything about her.
A huge plus is that my aunt loves her and she is so happy for us, and she has seen how happy she has made me.
Maybe on a later date I will talk about all the the things we did, but I can’t right now because I’m starting to get sad, but overall it was amazing and I can’t wait to go see her :3 <3
With the kindest, sweetest, most loving guy in the world. He is perfect for me. He makes me feel complete, safe, loved, comfortable, special, sexy, happy. :)
I’m so damn in love with this woman ♥
I love my lady ;)
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